Its not that I'm sad but for some reason I just feel depressed.
Hopefully I don't go into cardiac arrest.
Suddenly I feel this sharp pain. In my chest.
Then I feel as though there's no life left in me.
Then again what do I know?
For I have no feelings, or do I?
Do my mind deceive me?!
Or is that I don't believe in thee, I mean thy, I mean I.
Now all of a sudden I think I am Able to fly, but why?
That stress is something else, it got me hallucinating, thinking I can fly! But wait! 
Now I spot this guy he seems shy.
So I said Hi!
But he didn't reply...
Once again I said hi then I asked; "where am I?"
He chuckled...
Then my insides began to tussle.
No words left my lips, for I thought I was in danger.
Finally he replied, "you silly girl you" then he smiled.
"You are in heaven, and you can fly you weren't hallucinating. Actually all angels fly". 
By then I wanted to take every word he said and shove them back into that hole in his face.
Those words were such a disgrace and he was sick!
I'm no angel, I'm a human being.
I figured he had enough of me so he pulled out this gun and stood beside me. Then he said "watch and you'll see."
So I watched, and as he pulled the trigger I trembled. Thinking he wanted to talk my life away.
The first bullet shot out words that said "you're dead"
After that I trembled even more and tried to pinch myself because I knew this was all just a bad dream.
The second bullet then hurried and rushed out of the gun.
It showed me a video clip of how I died.
I was sitting in a corner rocking back and forth with tears rolling down my face.
I then asked the man to stop shooting because I couldn't take it anymore.
Then I said to him "this proves nothing, how did I die?"
He then sat next to me and whispered in my ear, "you died because Of the amount of stress and pressure you were under."
I then began to cry.
But no tears were coming out.
Then he told me he was also an angel and that angels can't cry because were now in a much better place. We were safe.
I thought to myself this is too much to take in.
But then.....

Thee end.