That Look

May 4, 2011


Like aren’t you fat enough?

Your stomach looks mighty rough.

That look kills me inside.

Takes away all of my pride.

I may even commit suicide.

But I don’t know because it’s really hard to decide…

Between life and death.

I feel as though I’m smoking meth, when I fantasize about being small also a little tall.

God made me this way for a reason.

I just hope I can change for next season.

Summer, boy is it gonna be a bummer.

Swimming? Ha! Yeah whatever!

Me in a bathing suit?

NEVER!

But really its whatever, it’s been this way forever why would I have a problem with it now.

How sweet the sound… My music blasting in my ears soothes my soul… and slowly the problem floats away..

Then BOOM sneaks back up on me as soon as that last note play.

Nothing left to say… but hey tomorrow’s another day.

Not so great, another day of this pain but like always I’m gonna keep my cool… shake it off, then go to school.

 

LIFE

May 4, 2011

That four letter word

In which we all deserve

In which Jesus served

Also that thing that sometimes gets on our nerves.

 

During this time we cry, laugh, play, work hard and so much more.

Sometimes we even look back and ask ourselves “what in the world did I do that for?”

Most of the time you’ll catch adults telling a child “forever you’ll soar.”

Most of the time you’ll catch a toddler playing on the floor.

And when there’s an argument you’ll probably see a loved one walking out the d...


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Escape

May 4, 2011
Running..Running..Running
Breathing hard..
Chest pounding..
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.
But I must get away.
What shall I do?
I have very little time..
He’s getting closer and I still have no way to escape…
What must I do? HELP!
Please..
My shrieking voice draws him closer, and closer, and closer.
So here I am raising my leg, ready to kick!
And he runs right past me.
Wasn’t even after me. Taws the girl behind me he wanted. So I exhaled w/ relief! 
So long young lady! And Good luck!

 



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We Are One Nation

May 4, 2011

Discrimination?

Whatever happen to emancipation proclamation?

No matter black or white you look like a fool

And that ain’t even cool

Not matter fat or skinny

You still get judge be many.

But are you to do, when haters get to you

They take a hold of your heart then try to rip it apart.

Then that’s when problems start…

Don’t Discriminate.

Just try to appreciate

The civil war, who knows what was in store.

So now lets explore, lets take a short tour.

Then try to figure out what we are arguing for.

 

If ...


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Source of Pain

May 4, 2011

Material things are what I ask for.

Material things are what you get me.

When really these material things don’t fix it.

The problem, the situation.

What’s the combination to the locker of freedom?

 

Freedom of this non-sense

Freedom of this pain.

This is really insane.

I’m tired of the game…with satin

‘Cause I’ve been really patient, and I’m tired of waiting

 

What’s the situation or even the irritation

Of this pain or this non-sense of a game

Do I need to explain

An explanation would be ni...


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Hide and Seek

May 4, 2011

Who’s that happy girl in that picture?

I can hardly notice her, even though she looks a lot like me.

She’s so pretty, pearly white teeth and hair perfectly done.

As I flick through her pictures I see that she was a conceited young woman.

Can’t blame her, the girl got great looks.

But I believe there’s a hook.

I see through that smile, I seek her pain.

I see how she hides it in hopes that someone will figure her out.

I can help her without a doubt.

You see, all you have to do is figure out the ...


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Cruse you. Forget you

May 4, 2011


You lead me on to cut me off.

Boy I didn’t how badly I was soft.

All the love I put into this relationship is unbelievable.

Gosh you really deceived me.

You were the only one I loved, never put anyone above.

How do you repay me?

You step on my heart.

All that crap you told me were lies.

“I love you Cache’, you are my hart.

Fool! You always spelled heart wrong but I didn’t judge you because I loved you.

But now I can’t even look at you.

Curse you.

 

The damage you caused me is out of this world.

Y...


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The Struggle

May 4, 2011

What I show the world is a smile.

When really I want to cry.

This pain is really hard to explain, only thing I can say is I hurt.

If it’s not one thing it’s another. Why can’t I just be happy?

Gosh my life is so crappy. No one understands what it’s like to be me.

Everyone thinks it’s all fun and games but it’s not. But they will no because my pain will never show. Because that’s the type of person I am.

I express my feelings through writing but lately writing hasn’t been very helpfu...


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Living Dead

May 4, 2011
Its not that I'm sad but for some reason I just feel depressed.
Hopefully I don't go into cardiac arrest.
Suddenly I feel this sharp pain. In my chest.
Then I feel as though there's no life left in me.
Then again what do I know?
For I have no feelings, or do I?
Do my mind deceive me?!
Or is that I don't believe in thee, I mean thy, I mean I.
Now all of a sudden I think I am Able to fly, but why?
That stress is something else, it got me hallucinating, thinking I can fly! But wait! 
Now I spot this guy h...

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