poetry

Life. Take It All In. Live It!

Wed, 08 Jun 2011 00:01:11 +0100

Life feels so awesome right now

I don’t understand what changed but I like it

It’s like I’m never depressed anymore

Even when I’m feeling a little down its only for a split minute

I’m hurting my brain trying to figure out what changed

My only guess is that I’ve changed my ways, like whatever people think of me no longer phases me.

I guess I’m a stronger me

Both physically and mentally

I am now proud of me, what I’ve accomplished and what I will accomplish

I am strong

I am smart

And I am prepared for whatever problem I have to face

And so should you.

So stop reading this poem and face your fear and problems today because you’re a person just like that person who’s giving you a hard way to go. And you deserve the same respect that you are giving, with that being said treat others the way you want to be treated and live your life with no regrets.

Love Struck

Fri, 27 May 2011 20:49:43 +0100

Gosh I love you

I hate the strong connection we have

Its makes you so irresistible

Just to look at you makes the world much clearer to me

Just to touch you makes my heart beat fast and insides tingle

Your hugs and words are my drugs

Your smile makes so happy

I’m under your spell and I love it

You make me feel good

You make me feel like a queen

Ups and downs we still manage to love each other

When were not together and in each others presents we think the same things

We both tell ourselves how badly we just want to hold each other

How badly we want to be together

How much we love each other

Yet we never do anything about it

Every time we date it ends up with a bad breakup

How are we so in love, yet so different

Everyone says we make a great couple

Everyone thinks that one day we’ll get married

That’s what we’d always hope

Why and where did we go wrong

I love you, you love me

What’s our problem

I need you in my life

You’re so intoxicating

You have a huge impact on me

With you and only you is where I’d rather be

It’s very hard showing how much we love one another due to our environment

Writing this poem is the best way I could think of

Hope you understand that my gut drops when I think of you

Explaining or comparing how much I love you would be impossible because my love for you is everlasting

Strengthen Me

Sun, 22 May 2011 04:30:05 +0100

You pressured me to max
And I just went along with it
Pleasing you
Easing you
And honestly I believed in you
But now I have lost faith in you
You made a great decision but you didn't follow thru
Then the pressure was on me
The problem landed on me
Then the little ones was shoved and put on me
And I went along with it
To ease you
To please you
Because I love you
I respect you
You were hurt
So I became Mrs. Fix it
That's when the stress joined the rest..
Joined the klan
And altogether the klan destroyed me
Now I'm no longer me
Well no longer the jolly me
I'm the stressed me
I'm not saying its all your fault
But did add a big part
It was daily
It was constant
I couldn't say no
I couldn't turn you down
I guess I got lucky though
Because the pain was sometimes at ease
And when it was active I only felt it in the side of my neck
Nothing big
Something I dealt with
It was controllable
So don't feel so bad you only caused me about a ton of pain
But strength is what I gained
So I guess I should thank you
Thank you for causing me pain
And because of you I'm a little stronger
And with less stress I know I'll live longer.

The Strange In Today's Society

Tue, 17 May 2011 02:13:50 +0100

Today as I was walking to the store

A little boy was walking home from school with his little brother

I notice that he was afraid of me, but I didn’t understand why

I didn’t understand why he was acting as if I was a killer

I didn’t understand why he was acting as if I was out to get him

And lastly I didn’t understand why he kept looking at me so strangely

As I kept my steady pace of walking behind him he began to walk faster, and faster

I then decided to cross the street because I didn’t want the little boy to fear me

As I was walking on the other side of the street he began to stare at me even harder

So I decided to stare at him, trying to figure out what he was thinking.

As I snapped out of my daydreaming he began to sprint, taking off faster then 100mph

I was amazed, truly

As I stepped into the store I realized that I had forgotten what I was at the store for

So I just left

Went home empty handed, but that was the least of my problems

I still had a weird dilemma that needed to be solved or else I wouldn’t get any sleep

The scene of the little boy grabbing his little brother’s hand and running of f so fast played over repeatedly in my head

Who was that little boy?

What did he want from me?

What did he have against me?

A stranger to him…

A Pedestrian just walking to the store not bothering anyone…

The only reasons I could think of as an excuse to why he was terrified of me was because either he was trying to protect his little brother or he just thought I was stalking and or following him…

I don’t know, and I probably never will but I do wish him and his little brother good luck.

© 2011 CashTheWriter

The Exciting Part

Tue, 10 May 2011 00:33:52 +0100

The light is bright

It’s all such a beautiful sight

It’s a place where there’s no such thing as fright

Everyone’s home is a palace

And there’s no such thing as violence

You’ll catch no one fighting

You’ll catch no one crying

Don’t we all want to be there, rather then here

Don’t we all wish this place were sincere

Official, the real deal with a seal

How about we just continue to imagine that we’re there and never look back

But you have to promise maybe swear that you’ll always stay positive

Because to live is an amazing thing!

Dark World

Sat, 07 May 2011 03:06:45 +0100

Souls here…Souls there

Smell of death in the air

Those people are dead and no one cares

And of course it isn’t fair

Then again life isn’t fair

Doesn’t matter anyway cause they’re dead

Smell of death in the air

Time of death, who cares

There’s not a decent soul around here

Cold hearted, mean, careless

These demons are fearless

These families are…in pain

This outrage is insane

And life is nothing but a game

Press the wrong button on that control and something bad happens

Some people’s controls came without a heart button

That’s where the cruelty came from

Its stuck in my head like gum in hair

Those line repeat over and over again

They make me feel like my life is a sin…a mistake

How long will it take?

For these people to share the cake, the wealth, and be kind for once

Smell of death in the air… people are dying and no one cares

Of course it isn’t fair, then again life isn’t fair

So let these hearts tear and these people have fear

Cause on one cares…

As for love, they’ll never share.

Decision Time

Wed, 04 May 2011 21:48:58 +0100

If the sky is the limit then that’s where I want to be.

Big dreams? That’s how it seems.

Young poet and a Surgeon in the future.

Bright lights & shooting stars!

I can’t wait ‘til it’s my turn. I’ve been waiting in line for a while buts its ok.

Because once I get on this rollercoaster I’m never getting off.

Like they say “Life is what you make it”. So why not make it right?

Knowledge is power, I like this power, and I use this power.

I believe if you have knowledge then you have wisdom, with these two you can soar, touch the sky.

One day I will fly and soar.

School matters most; playtime is over because this is the REAL WORD!

The world is in my hands, and I’m standing tall, never will I fall.

It’s either you’re with me or against me.

With or without you I WILL MAKE IT IN THIS REAL WORLD!

Who

Wed, 04 May 2011 21:47:33 +0100

You were my fantasy and he’s real life.

But I can’t seem to figure out which one seems right.

With you there was always a beautiful sight, my life was always so bright.

With him it’s reality but the picture didn’t have great quality.

What am I to do when it comes down to who?

Who I wanna be with, who I’d like to be seen with.

With him I’m me, with you I’m someone else, the picture is really hard to pursue.

And it all leads to the question, what should I do…

I wan my love to be true, meaning next, I’d know what to do and I’m sorry to say that, that person isn’t you.

Teenage Love Affair

Wed, 04 May 2011 21:46:42 +0100

You have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend.

Yet we still flirt with each other, but why?

What are we doing?

What are we pursuing?

This isn’t right, I love my boyfriend, I truly do.

But boy I gotta thing for you ;)!

So what do we do..

Sneaking is not an option

It’ll cause some type of concoction, plus everybody will be watching!!

Back to our question, what do we do?

Cause I really want you to be my boo <3

But I love my boyfriend; I truly do <3

That Missing Piece

Wed, 04 May 2011 21:44:19 +0100

That little speck in the bottom of my heart where you belong.

Days go by and yet your still not here.

When are you gonna step up?

Broken promises led to tears, but instead I laughed to stop the fear.

I acted like I didn’t care, but really wishing that you were there.

I love you and I always will but .I don’t think that’s how you also feel. So do I sob and cry, because I’ve heard all of the lies.

Yet it didn’t dawn on me how fast time fly. Wasting all that time just to cry. I’m ready to fill in the speck with someone with respect. No longer crying in my head, I’ve filled it w/ joy, which I’m ready to spread.